A, B, C of 10 Day Meditation – Buddhism, Meditation, & Happiness

The goal of Buddhism is to end all suffering:

Buddhism = End Suffering

This is what I learned when I participated in a 10 Day Meditation retreat, which I have done at Wat Suan Mokkh (aka Garden of Liberation) located in Surat Thani, Thailand. This is the post about my experience and what I have learned during these 10 days.

My experience in a sentence:

10 Day Meditation = Samurai Bootcamp

I wanted to go to such a place already for at least a year, but when I arrived to the retreat I was seriously considering quitting the first two days. In the end I asked myself what are the pros and cons of staying. My pros weighted more than the cons so decided to stayed. Specifically:

What Made This Retreat to Tough Was: 

1) We had to wake up everyday at 4am
2) We slept on concrete beds, with pillow made of wood
3) We were not allowed to speak or make eye contact
4) Girls and boys had to stay separately
5) There were no mirrors
6) We had 1 or 2 meals per day
7) We had to be in a present moment with our thoughts
8) Reading, writing, computers, or electronics were not allowed
9) We were not allowed to harm mosquitos, which were plenty
10) We had chores
11) In toilets there was no toilet paper, just a bucket of water
12) Days seemed to go for longer and I was often very bored

Our Schedule for 10 Days:

4h00              – Rise and Shine
4h30              – Morning Reading + Group Meditation
5h15               – Yoga or Tai Chi
7h00              – Morning Talk
8h00              – Breakfast, Chores and Hot Spring
10h00            – Sitting Meditation
11h00             – Walking Meditation (guided)
11h45             – Sitting Meditation (guided)
12h30            – Lunch & Hot Springs
14h30            – Meditation
15h30            – Walking Meditation
16h15             – Sitting Meditation
17h00            – Sitting Meditation or Chanting
18h00            – Tea & Hot Springs
19h30            – Group Sitting Meditation
20h00           – Group Walking Meditation
20h30           – Group Sitting Meditation
21h00            – Bed Time
21h15             – Dorms Gate Close
21h30            – Lights Off

Why Retreat Was Awesome:

1) We learned about Buddhism and how to meditate
2) We learned Yoga
3) I had personal interview with one of the highest respected senior 85 y.o. monk
4) There were hot springs that we could visit everyday
5) Food was delicious and nutritious everyday
6) We were in a middle of Thai jungle nature
7) There were tons of different animals and insects – mosquitos, lizards, ants, butterflies, scorpions, snakes, monkeys, and so on. I was personally greeted by a big lizard in my room on day 1.
8) I had 3 major realizations

 

My Realizations

1) Feeling my Body, Feelings, and Mind – On a day 3 I felt a strange tickling sensation in my arms, forehead, and body. I asked one of the junior monks about it. He said that I was in touch with my feeling, mind, and body, and therefore I was ready to do some deeper work.

2) “I am a Mirror …” – On a day 5 I suddenly head an urge to say:

I am a mirror through which The Universe is manifesting itself. I surrender myself to the universe. I surrender every sell of my body” – which I repeated several times.

I noticed the mirror, which represented my body was not yet perfectly clear, so I started to search for the sources of imperfection, which were tensions in my body and in my mind. Upon identifying these tensions, I was able to smoothen them out and that’s where I had the clearest and most relaxing moment in my life.

3) There is No Ego – On day 7, I was working with my attachments (see bellow) when I experienced the moment where I had “no ego”. It was very liberating, powerful, and scary.

End of Ego – Selfishness, Attachments, and Happiness

Having “No Ego” is an ultimate goal of Buddhists aimed at the end of all suffering.

Buddhism = No Ego = End of Suffering

This is perhaps why Buddhists wear simple cloth, eat food only for nutrition, exclude themselves from modern day distractions, stay away from opposite sex, and follow many other strange habits.

1) Metaphor to having no ego: To have “No Ego” is like getting older and have some things that were important to us before, such as partying, become less important. This is exactly how losing the ego feels.

Its like listening to different sounds on a background which we usually tune out, such as the singing of the birds. These sounds are contently there, but because they are not immediately important to us we are gradually becoming deaf to them. In this way we are selective about what we allow to go inside our awareness and what keep out. This just proves that we have capacity to tune everything out, including these things that we think are important to us right now, including pain.

When pain arises, such as when we sit cross legged for hours, we obviously notice the pain, but we don’t need to do anything else besides noticing. In this way, noticing is just seeing that the is some tension in the muscles, which we usually connect to pain, but not going further than muscle tension, as pain is not important to us, in a similar way like bird singing is not important.

Indeed, the pain will go away in a similar way like everything else, which Buddhists call impermanence.

2) Impermanence: Idea of impermanence was drilled into my head when it came to having no attachments and “no ego”. Buddhists say that if we are attached to something we become slaves to it. However, we perceive attachments as permanent, while nothing is permanent. Pain and other emotions are impermanent, so is the world, so is our bodies. In fact, we are all going to get sick, old, and die.

3) Selfishness: For Buddhists oppose to having No Ego is called Selfishness. It is the source of all suffering in the world. From one side ego was just a fabricated by our mind. On the other side, whenever, “I” emerges it immediately brings suffering to the bearer of the self, and perhaps to the world. For example, when we love selfishly we can get hurt or hurt other. When we want something, like a car, we don’t have it and it causes us suffering. And the more we want, the more we suffer.

4) Enough: Today, however, we want more things that ever. Each attachment is causing us additional problems. This is why Buddhists are so strong about idea of Enough. Most people always want more and more without end. However, eating too much will make us fat. Spending to much will make us broke, and same is true for everything else.

This is why it is so important to have moderation, not too little and not too much. Too little is not good, as after Buddha left all the riches, titles, and prestige he discovered that too hindered him from spiritual practice. However, same was true for too much.

5) Attachments: Our mind therefore has four different attachments according to Buddhism:

a) Sex – This is perhaps the biggest attachment as we generally speaking have in our lives, as directly or indirectly spending time, money, and mental capital pursuing “sex”, by pursuing such things as style.

b) Incorrect opinions – Ignorance is not bliss to Buddhists. In fact, it is other way around. This is why Buddhists are so big on Dharma (law of Nature), which is equal to the law of universe. Everything works according to Dharma, and Dharma is visible and testable, almost like the law of “Cause and Effect”. Following Dharma brings wisdom, while doing the reverse in Ignorance.

c) Traditional activities and practices – We are attached to what used to be and what can be. Of course, the power of culture goes deep and influences our ego, but there is also a lot of ignorance in culture, such as ignorance in wars that sometimes go from one generation to the next.

d) Ego “I” or “My” – We have a strong attachment to our identity. While before Buddhists believe that people lived without ego and they would spend virtually all the time in a meditative state. Today, however, we have so many distractions, each contributing to formation of this harmful thing called “ego”.

There is no religion in Buddhism

Buddhism is like a self-help course. The goal is to end suffering, which is done through a series of techniques and procedure, which if we follow will guarantee a certain result. Buddhists work with Dharma (aka law of Nature) meaning that they are studying the human body and how it reacts naturally. There is nothing religious about Buddhism.

Still, Buddhists admit that religious components may benefit individual practice, such as to motivate a person to continue following a course. However, blindly following religious add-ons without actually practicing what it teaches may actually take away from a person experience.

In this respect, Buddhism often is called a religion, but it provides evidence to its practice before asking people to believe in its teaching. Oppositely, other religions often ask for believe before providing any tangible evidence. And while belief is a powerful placebo, it can make people see things that are not there.

Why I decided to do a 10 day meditation retreat

Many people asked me why I wanted to do 10 day meditation. Most people who come to retreat were looking for ways to decrease suffering (such as depressions), finding meaning, or to achieve some other form of spiritual enlightenment.

Indeed, you should have heard some of the testimonials on the last day of meditation. One person was angry, another bipolar, another depressed, and so on and so forth. Listening to all these people I realized how much suffering exists in a world today, with every person suffering in their own way. Still, most people had only good things to say about practice, meaning that it really helps.

Still, my reason was Research. Indeed, as someone who studies happiness as a study, I have to study every aspect of happiness to understand what really works and what does not. I also heard a lot of good about meditation, how it is taking over the world today and all the benefits that comes with it, so I had to explore deeper. Simply said, I see the value of no suffering, but I have to question some parts of Buddhist practice.

Interestingly enough, I meditated and called myself a Buddhist way before coming to the temple. This is because I wrote a book on a topic of how Marketing affects our lives, it has over 60% most of my ideas are already discussed in Buddhism. Little did I know what it meant to be a Buddhist and to meditate before the 10 day meditation, which just reinforced my resolution.

My Criticism to Buddhism

I like Buddhism, but I also don’t agree with some things it teaches, which is probably why we don’t have more Buddhists in the world today. Specifically:

1) Hand Swinging Exercise: One exercise we learning during our stay in the temple is that if we swing our arms back and forth around, which we were suggested to do 800-1000 times per day, it helps with health. For example, it can release back pain, which many practitioners of meditation have because of their sitting posture. The reason why I disagree with this exercise is because our body is supposed to be constantly moving. It is Dharma. As such, Buddhists often disregard this part of their lives and give virtually no attention to actively exercising their bodies, which is a mistake. Indeed, a person is better off running, doing push ups, ridding bicycles, and swimming, than swinging their arms.

Of course, I understand the point of this exercise. Monks just don’t want to over stimulate their minds as it can hinder their spiritual practice. Still, it can be easy to come up with a better routine, such as we often see in Yoga, Martial Arts, and all sorts of other physical practices.

2) Old language: Buddha himself said that Buddhism is a study of Dharma (aka Nature), meaning that it is supported by science. As such, what we actually study is how our bodies function. Despite this claim, today most Buddhism is bases on translation of old Pali text, on which Buddhism was originally founded. Every reading a book about Buddhism we immediately are overwhelmed with different words, like “Dharma”, of Pali language (e.g., “in this passage Buddha meant to say …, but this word may also refer to …). I would personally prefer if someone just did their best job in translating directly to English and spare us the whole part of “Lost in Translation”.

3) New Science: Buddha tells us to verify his teachings with science, but today we are still using old science, which may be correct, but may also be incomplete. Indeed, since life of Buddha, and specially in a modern day, we have seen great advances in Science and understanding the Dharma (do you still remember the meaning of the word? It means “law of nature”). Still, Buddhism often disregards these new findings and just works with the old text.

4) Eliminating Suffering is Not Equal to Increasing Happy: Buddhism tries to put an end to all suffering, but “when Martin Seligman, clinical psychology, would cure people from depression he though that people would be happy, instead he found empty humans”. This is to say that “Curing Suffering”, which is a double negative, is not equal to Increasing Happiness, which is a double positive.

Indeed, Buddhists are against high arousal emotions as they can distracts us from the achieving concentration needed in spiritual practice. Still, there are other ways we can meditate in a high arousal situations, such as by doing high concentration work, and there are other ways to be happy, such as focusing on the positive spectrum of emotion, such as in my own version of being happy today and forever.

Shortcut to Anapanasati Meditation

Anapanasati, “mindfulness of breathing”, was the original form of meditation taught by Gautama Buddha himself, which is still practiced by practitioners from all over the world today. It is an easy 16 step formula, which promises enlightenment.

Actually, we at the 10 day meditation we learned a shortcut to this formula, which is more like 6 step system if you ask me:

1.1 – Long breath
1.2 – Short breath
1.3 – Experiencing whole body
1.4 – Calming the body

2.1 – High emotions
2.2 – Low emotions
2.3 – Changing emotion 
2.4 – Calming the mind

3.1 Lust – Pulls us towards something
3.2 Negative emotions – Pulls us away from something
3.3. Confusion – Makes our mind go around in circles
3.4 Distraction – Attachments

4.1 Contemplating the importance – of breath, feelings and mind
4.2 Contemplating fading away of attachments
4.3 Quenching attachments – no existence of attachments
4.4 Contemplating throwing back – returning to everything we were once attached

Indeed, Buddha himself says that 2.1 – 3.4, are optional and only should be practiced by people who want to dedicate their lives to Buddhism. Step 4.1 I took out because it is “same same” (i.e., similar) to steps 1.1 – 1.4. Step 4.3 is same same with step 4.2.

1.1 Long Breath – Buddhist Happiness Formula

Now I wont go into all details of the 16 step formula, but I will focus on the most important part, which is the 1.1 – Long Breath. Indeed, when we breath long, our breath becomes calm, slow, and it removes many tensions of our body, meaning that just by breathing we can remove certain negative emotions that accumulate through the day. Oppositely, 1.2 Short Breath, increases the agitations of our body and often increasing the negative emotions. We should not, however, disregard Short Breath because by breathing both Long and Short we can create a contrast that can help us to better understand our emotions.

Secret of Thai People

The first time I saw Thai people sitting in their houses in Thailand, they were sitting on the floor in a funny half tilted position. The reason for this was explained to me during 10 day meditation retreat, whereas it helps to open meditation postures, so we can eventually sit in a full lotus position. Indeed, we were suggested to use this position when our legs would get tired during the 8h meditation day, as it would remove tension from our tired legs.

Article by Roman Russo

Author, Blogger & Happiness Coach. Just published my first book called - HOW TO ACT NORMAL !!! It is about how Marketing is changing our lives for better and for the worst, and what to do when it is for the worst. Indeed, we are surrounded my marketing every day, but we seldom think what is an accumulative effect of all these ads does to our Psychology and Happiness. Still, happiness today and forever is possible without conditions. The only thing we need it to change the way we think!

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